A New Record Every Storytime now...Ow..Ow..Owwie! ow....

Originally posted on Yahoo 360 on Friday February 1, 2008 - 04:32am (CST)

Several months ago mistress began a new project with me. Storytime. She reads a chapter from a book every nite The evil twist is i put a clothes pin on my privates for every chapter,and leave it on all during the reading.. leave it to Mistress to take something so sweet, and make it hurt. Ooh. This might not seem like that big a deal, but by the time we get to chapter ten it is. it really hurts when they come off. A long chapter can produce very painfull results.

I'm a huge Harry Potter fan, and we started off storytime reading the last book in the series. The Deathly Hallows. Some of the chapters had me wiggling, and whimpering before she finnished reading. And yes I cried when i thought Harry was dead. Mistress was very sweet, and comforting to her goodboy. The book had 31 chapters. Mistress also enjoyed listening to me moaning as i took them off one by one.

Next we moved into some science fiction. We are both ardent Robert Heinlein fans.( Thus the theme for this page.) The next book was The cat who walked through walls. I don't remember the final chapter count, but it is a great book. Folks i tell you, it is hard to concentrate sometimes on the reading, while you are being tortured with 25 or so clothes pins on your shaft, and balls. Ooohh.

We are reading Time Enough For Love right now. A long sprawling book. We are just a little past halfway, and last nite we broke the record for our storytime count.. Thirty-two pins! Tonight made 33. Oh god. I'm going to run out of room down there. mistress just said to put them closer together...Which makes them really hurt i pointed out...."I know" She said in that honey dripped voice...Ooooh God.

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submission+affection+discipline=bliss

Originally posted on Yahoo 360 on Friday January 18, 2008 - 04:33pm (CST)

Mistress, and i were talking the other night, and i asked her if she had remembered to send me an invitation to another of her spanking groups. She said. "No I didn't. I'll just go into the goodboy account, and put you in the group." Oooh!! A thrill went up my back! i wanted to kneel immediately. It was as if she had picked me up by the scruff of my neck, and set me down where she wanted me to be. god i felt so submissive!

We will be in the middle of a pleasent conversation, something i say trys her patience, her voice takes on this edge....".Hmmmmp." i whimper. "yes maam." conversation resumes. i am in my place. And usually i am so excited! A brief scolding from mistress..oooh! i can't describe the feeling. A bit of fear mixed with joy?

I fear her anger. i respect her discipline. But her displeasure, or worse dissappointment cuts me like a knife. What she thinks of me means everything to me. I have changed lifelong attitudes for her. my core personality remains. I am still me. But now i filter everything i say publicly through her expectations. i will not bring reproach on Mistress. And i have changed the way i think to the better. mistress will have tolerence. She will brooke no hate. i may not like you, but i must respect your right to your views. This was a struggle for me, and i still stumble. but i am trying very hard mistress.

I am spoiled rotten. I am protected. I am patiently nurtured. I am strictly disciplined. What a perfect blend of tenderness, and teeth! One moment basking in her silvery laughter, the next on fire with the red stripes of her displeasure. Always fair, but never comprimising. I am learning to do as i'm told at all times. This is as it should be. I know my place. it is naked, kneeling, eyes down. Her voice in my heart forever.